coming to the end

This week is over - only I feel like it should just be beginning. After a great wedding, and weekend in buffalo w/ friends and family, a great day w/ Mark all day monday then starting my new job Wednesday, I'm all out of sorts, I don't know what day it should be! 

The job is going well - I've only done it 3 days this week - and the little girl is supper cute. She's even talking to me! - She didn't talk to me the first two days I was with her, she's a little shy - She 'plays' well w/ Kaia, when Kaia isn't crying. Which btw is old, I'm over it! I don't know what the deal is, she's just been real whiney, and fussy, not ideal when I'm trying to drive here! I'm hoping she warms up sooner than later. But all in all, its going well so far. 

Then of course there's today 9/11 - I don't really know what to say about it. It's been cold, and rainy, and yuck all day. Do you remember? Do you remember what you were doing 8yr ago today, where you were? Who you were w/? I was in school, sitting in my biology class. Our teacher was turning on the tv to show us something on the microscope, and there it was - the smoke, billowing out of the south tower, and moments later we watched as the second plane hit the north tower. . . . . we watched that for the rest of the day - I don't remember leaving school, I don't remember what else I did that day, besides watch the footage. I was suppose to have a fitting for cheerleading I didn't go to, b/c I left early that day - it was pointless, we weren't doing anything - and I wanted to be around those I loved, and cared for. What a sad, and awful day. How, how do we love those who hate us? How do we show love to those who hate the very thing we are, hate everything about us, and what we stand for? I watched all morning, or I should listed, all morning while they read off the names off all those who died. I think thats important, Never Forget! Never Forget!

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