feelings

Its been much more rough this time. I've been so much more nauseous this time around, and even sick a few times. Not fun - to make it a little more fun I have to go grocery shopping today as well - and I'm not in mood to think about food, much less shop for some! Its been much harder this time around I feel, it never ends. Its all day, and sometimes @ night too. I have an apt w/ a midwife next week, I'm excited to meet her and hear this little ones heart beat! I've been getting more excited about this new little baby, I got some prego clothes, and w/ the move I've been thinking about what I can do w/ the new little room, and picturing our new life together. We move in on the 15th of Dec, and until I think we'll just be living out of boxs, which I'd rather not be doing, but oh well , we'll be in our new place soon enough. Another difference about this time around is how fast its gone! I'm 10 weeks, and I still feel like we just found out. Its going to be here before we know it! And having friends go through this the same time I am is so much fun, to have someone else in the same place of life as me, close to me . . . its great! While we were in Buffalo for xmas we found out that some close friends are expecting the same time we are, and some friends here are as well - lots of love was in the are a few months ago! I'll be happy when this sick feeling is gone though, I'm hoping sooner than later that will happen.