I was talking to Mark about my last post and he said he already had me down for doing a group this fall.
I'm excited - I think.
I'm always afraid of doing new things, and this would be a new thing. I'm setting my self up for rejection
if no one signs up or comes, and for finding out that I don't know the needs or wants w/ in the church.
Just b/c I want to be apart of something like this, doesn't mean that other moms do to. If I wasn't married to Mark, these reasons would be more than enough to make me not follow through or say anything about my interest in leading a group. But seeing as he always has something encouraging to say - I'm so thankful for that! - I have no excuse to not do it, and no reasons to give him either!
In the fall all the growth groups do the same book, so I don't have to worry about that. Now to figure out where to meet.
On the home front - I'm not feeling so hot. I'm having some issues w/ nursing, one of the boobies is sour and I think might have to do w/ my feeling like poo the last few days. I've been running a fever, and ache body, like I have the flu only after I take a Motrin I feel much better. Olivia hasn't been sleeping very well the last few nights, which is making my recovery over whatever it is that going on w/ me, very hard. I need rest too little one! I think we're still in a fussy stage and thats hard to deal w/. If shes not nursing, or amazingly sleeping shes crying and just hard to make happy. My sleep book said that about this age - around 6 weeks - that will happen, to hang in there, it'll pass soon.
I hope so! We were doing so well there for a few weeks, sleep was a joy to have, and night time wasn't such a fear of mine. Now, I hate going to bed again. B/c I don't know what will happen. Will I really get to sleep, or will once I get to sleep I have to get up again?
I wanted to call in sick all day saturday afternoon. And btw - when do stay at home moms get to use their sick time?? B/c I can't seem to use it when I am sick . . . oh the joys.
This too shall pass - right?
I shouldn't be complaining, I should be napping! Its a quiet house, both babies are asleep, and here I am blogging about not getting sleep!
Off I go - I hope to get a little rest
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