This morning we went to the park to meet up w/ some friends. We met them @ 10:15 or so, and by 10:45 I was done for the day! I had had enough. Kaia was showing off how well I can act under pressure and how cool and composed I can be when she act out. Olivia wasn't very happy to be their either, and I wasn't up to running around and chasing after Kaia. I told my friend I had had enough! I was done!
I'm not in a very good mood today, I'm really irritated. It might be b/c I have a few things on my mind - I need a double stroller, period! But I want to make sure we get the right one. I thought I was getting a good stroller for Kaia, and I hate the thing. I don't want to make the same mistake again w/ a double. Also I'm not feeling so good about myself, just in a 'ugh' phase. And I would really like to get away, w/o kids. I want some adult fun time! - that I can't really do anything about right now, thats the most frustrating part.
I could do something about my attutide, I could do something about making a choice to be happy and enjoy the place I'm @ right now, right this second. But theres this part of me that really wants to sulk and pout for a little bit. I know, it won't help anything . . . . I'm not being a very good mommy today w/ that mindset. I do have pretty cute kids, I can focus on that. Thats a positive to get me through the next few hr!
I'm not in a very good mood today, I'm really irritated. It might be b/c I have a few things on my mind - I need a double stroller, period! But I want to make sure we get the right one. I thought I was getting a good stroller for Kaia, and I hate the thing. I don't want to make the same mistake again w/ a double. Also I'm not feeling so good about myself, just in a 'ugh' phase. And I would really like to get away, w/o kids. I want some adult fun time! - that I can't really do anything about right now, thats the most frustrating part.
I could do something about my attutide, I could do something about making a choice to be happy and enjoy the place I'm @ right now, right this second. But theres this part of me that really wants to sulk and pout for a little bit. I know, it won't help anything . . . . I'm not being a very good mommy today w/ that mindset. I do have pretty cute kids, I can focus on that. Thats a positive to get me through the next few hr!
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